i am at work pretending to be good but really accumulating screen pollution along with the many self-inflicted arm shots of information. i yank myself back and fro when my phone bitch duties call but during slow work periods, i am disengaged and only wake when someone needs petty cash or i have to cut checks or eat birthday cakes. where do i go when not dreaming not liminal not present but screening through, toggling through the bits and binaries? and does this constitute a thirdspace, or an interior anterior mezzo place where one feels ghosted?
also, i have begun to remember my dreams.